SELFISH

Perfect to begin with, then I felt the need to tweak certain things. In the end I warped you into something so different. I didn't like the the person I created. I became so selfish trying to fix you but you didn't need fixing you were already so perfect. Now I'm lying here tears rolling down my face. I feel so bad for trying to change you. I just want the you I started with. I know nobody is perfect. I don't know how you can say you love me all I do is put you down and try to change you. You deserve so much better than me. I'm not even nice to you. I always let my anger get the best of me and tell you everything that's wrong with you. I don't even really feel the things I've said. then I can't take back all the horrible things I've said to you. I wish I would've realized how much I already loved and cared about you before I tried to change you. I've taken you for granted. I can't even take it the things I've said, but I don't know how to make things right. I know it's been me pushing you away...